I wish my husband would have included me in his life to be his
cheerleader. I wish he would have respected my calling and ministry. I
wish someone would have told me that he was going to neglect me and
forget about our dreams as a married couple. Now he lives for the
church. Birthdays and anniversaries do not exist in this home. I'm tired
of eating dinners alone and having anniversary trips cancelled because
he has no interest. What does he always tell me? Oh yeah, "The Kingdom
of God is always first." Now even my faith in God is at question. How
could God give me a husband who is a pastor and so easily live without
me? I feel stuck in this marriage. I am unfulfilled as a woman, wife,
minister, and mother. Everything he promised me he has broken. I wish
someone would have told me it would be this way. Then maybe I would have
paid more attention to my gut feeling!
Showing posts with label Confessions of a Broken Pastor's Wife. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Confessions of a Broken Pastor's Wife. Show all posts
Monday, 25 November 2013
Confessions of a Broken Pastor's Wife
I wish my husband would have included me in his life to be his
cheerleader. I wish he would have respected my calling and ministry. I
wish someone would have told me that he was going to neglect me and
forget about our dreams as a married couple. Now he lives for the
church. Birthdays and anniversaries do not exist in this home. I'm tired
of eating dinners alone and having anniversary trips cancelled because
he has no interest. What does he always tell me? Oh yeah, "The Kingdom
of God is always first." Now even my faith in God is at question. How
could God give me a husband who is a pastor and so easily live without
me? I feel stuck in this marriage. I am unfulfilled as a woman, wife,
minister, and mother. Everything he promised me he has broken. I wish
someone would have told me it would be this way. Then maybe I would have
paid more attention to my gut feeling!
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